May, 46

I am Who I am.

* I'm the kind of person who will stand up for what i think is right and wrong. I tend to say what i think, and i'm quite an open person...

* I don't pretend to be someone who i'm not. I figure that if you don't like me for who i am, then that's your problem. In other words, I'm May Joy Agduma...

I’ve come to realize that no matter what happens, no matter what life throws at me, I have the strength and the skills to cope, to pick myself up, and move on. That even when I make mistakes, even when I fail, I can get up again. That even when I fall, I can at least fall forward. I have no doubt about that, whatsoever. I’ve survived quite a bit… I’m not strong all the time, but I’m strong when I really need to be. I’m a survivor. And that’s all that matters.

I am real. I am strong. I am stronger than what seeks to destroy me. And I will win. Every time. Again and again and again and again and again… For the rest of my life.

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I hate "pIastic people". I hate arrogant. I hate "tsismosa", making

rumors and gossips. I hate liar!

I hate back fighter! Traitor! I hate "maldita/masungit". I hate

stupid/idiot people(no common sense and narrow minded). I

hate noisy people, I hate negative people. I hate

people they can not make their own decisions, no self

confidence! I hate people who are criticizing other people. I

hate bad smell people and places. I hate untidy, stinky room

. I hate messy room...

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*** One thing that holds me and helps me are quotes. Deep

thinking quotes help me learn alot about life and myself.. it

helps me discover things about who i am, and about how

others feel with certain situations and issues. I like to write

poems, quotes and sometimes stories. I'm not very good at

writing, but i try, and that's the main thing... I love being alone, have always been an introvert and can spend my time thinking about things that interest me that others find boring.

Get to know me more...

I am...

I am a lover. I love the little things in life. I love the wind

blowing in my hair. I love the rush of music pulsing through

my ears. I love quiet night spent at home with my kids. I love

tequila, vodka and whiskey, sometimes a little too much. I

love sitting on a dock, a beach, or a mountaintop in silence,

becoming one with nature. I love a good movie, and

sometimes a bad one too. I love fresh flowers. I love romance.

I love romantic room with vanilla, strawberry, lavender fragrant

oil or scented candle light.I love kisses on the cheek and

forehead. I love holding hands. I love slowdancing. I love

alternative, rock, R&B, Pop music, Linkin' Park, Nickelback, Pink, Daughtry, The Corrs, etc.. I love Victoria's

Secret, Giorgio Armani(She), Hugo Boss, CK Perfume/Cologne, I love perfumes. I love bags. I love the thrill of something

new, but I also love the familiar and comfortable. I love

cooking, and I love eating as well. I love dancing. I love

gentleman. I love my kids, MJ and Hurley so much. I love a

warm shower, and I love the peaceful feeling of rain on a

warm summer day...

I am a fighter. I fight for what is right. I fight to protect my

kids. I fight to protect my heart. I fight for those I care

about. I fight for those who can’t fight for themselves. I fight

when I want something. I fight when I deserve things, and

even when I don’t. I fight hard and hate admitting defeat. I

fight even when its the hardest thing I have ever done.

I am a dreamer. I dream to be a millionaire. I dream of peace

in the world. I dream of finding love one day, but before that

happens, I dream of having fun. I dream of traveling to New York and of seeing

places like Paris and Canada. I dream of days without

headaches. I dream most of all, though, of lifelong happiness of my kids and family...

I am a believer. I believe that everything will be alright. I

believe in God. I believe in karma. I believe in the importance

of family. I believe in chivalry. I believe in respecting

everyone, including myself. I believe in owning up to your

faults. I believe in freedom. I believe in equality for everyone.

I believe in champagne with breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I

believe in paying it forward. I believe in forgiveness. I believe

in living a life of love and lust and excitement, but in

moderation...

I am afraid. I am afraid when my kids have cough, colds and

flu. I am afraid of high places. I am afraid of coakroaches,

frogs and snakes. I am afraid of failure. I am afraid of illness.

I am afraid of spending forever alone. I am afraid of the

unknown...

I am hopeful. I am hopeful that one day there will be no more

disaster in my home country. I am hopeful that

one day I will get all that I need and want in life...

I am a lover and a fighter. I am a dreamer and a believer. I

am afraid but I am hopeful. I am strong yet I am weak. I am

bruised but still alive. I am everything and nothing. I am me…

This is me. This is who I am. Like me or leave me. Either way,

I will still be okay. I do not need fancy words and fake acts to

be liked. I do not to lessen my standards or let go of my

beliefs or dreams to be liked. I just need to be me. I just need

to be the flawed girl who is making the most out of what she

has. That is what is important because... I am MAY JOY

TAMAYO AGDUMA.

…Simple as that...

* The most important persons in my life are my kids, I love my son & daughter so much, my life and the

source of my strength... They're giving me reason to live...

They are my happiness.. They are my angels, gift from God

and Mama Mary. I love you so much MJ and Hurley!

THANK YOU FOR VIEWING AND TAKING TIME TO READ MY PROFILE...

GOD BLESS YOU... :- )

~MJ~

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