
The greatest gift in life is family....! Mother of two beautiful angels! Those who know me call me a savivor because I do whatever it takes to adapt and face my hardships wave after wave! And that's fine but somewhere down the road of life I lost myself and I have been trying to get myself back, but the emotional stress as a single mother is changing me, I feel it more and more everyday. I use to have more patience. For mankind but now any hope I have left in me are in those I love and care about! But the reality I have had to face in my life is taking its toll and weakening my heart n fuels my rage! I am loved so very loved but so alone where I reside which is sad but hopefully soon I will be able to master the art of not caring so much!
Blue skys - chilled air
I feel the demonz - eating away at my heart
Trees sway - there's no breeze
Mountains crumble - there's no quake
The Earth stands still - and so do I
I can't breath - I can't speak
My lung's turned black - my heart lay silent
I have no air support - just my dreams
I fall asleep - you can't wake me
As I lay cold - see how you've hurt me
I lay with no breath - yet you're still screaming
When im finally up and gone - you feel pain
You're always standing tall - love not in you brain
You said you'd never cry - never regret
Should I die - make thee happy
See the passion - of me in a casket
You said you'd never morn - grieve over me
Then why do you cry? - why are you not happy?
I cannot awake now - it's too late
For all the pain I put you thru - why wish i was alive?