Caren, 42

"Give me one pure and holy passion. Give me one magnificient obsession. Give me one glorious ambition for my life - to know and follow hard after You."

"God takes our sthe past, the present and the future, and dumps them in the sea and puts up a sign that says - NO FISHING ALLOWED! " - Corrie Ten Boom

My husband and I live in Fairfield. We bought a house 4 years ago almost 5 now. We have a son Christopher Lucas who is 6. Time flies way too quickly!

I'm currently working for Walsh vineyards management. Love it!!! This job opportunity came at a perfect time in our life right when Christopher started school.

Matt and i were blessed with the gift of a child in 2008 before Christopher, who was very quickly taken away from us. We are sad but know that God is in control, and as a friend once told me God gave us a glimps of what He wants to bless us with in the future.

I found this poem after our little one died. It is the cry of my heart...exactually what i felt/ still feel after we heard we lost our baby.

I'll Never Know

By LisaMarie Emerle

How do I say goodbye ... when I didn't get to say hello?

I want so bad to keep you ... how do I let you go?

I have so many dreams, so much love I want to share

There's nothing I can do ...why is life unfair?

You're my perfect angel...I dreamed you long ago

I never got to hold you but it breaks my heart to let you go

The pain and confusion I feel can not explain...I can not describe

God will rock you in your cradle and watch you as you sleep

I will love you in my heart ... it's all I get to keep

you are blessed my child ... you're in heaven up above

You'll never be alone...you have Mommy & Daddy's love

Hush my little baby...you need not ever cry

You were always wanted! I wish you didn't die

You'll be my sunshine in the daylight and the brightest star at night

Reach for God's hand and go to the light

I would rather endure the pain of losing you right now

Then the thought of you suffering thru life...we'll get thru somehow

I was blessed to have you briefly...even though I have to let you go

I wish I knew the reason but I guess I'll never know

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